Five Minute Friday: JOIN

I am participating in an exercise called FIVE MINUTE FRIDAYS. Here is how it works:

1. Write for 5 minutes flat – no editing, no over thinking, no backtracking.
2. Link back here and invite others to join in.  http://lisajobaker.com/five-minute-friday/

3. And then absolutely, no ifs, ands or buts about it, you need to visit the person who linked up before you & encourage them in their comments. Seriously. That is, like, the rule. And the fun. And the heart of this community.. 

Here is today's exercise: JOIN

Did you know it is back To School time? Hard to miss, isn't it. New classes, new clothes, new supplies, new friends...C'mon kids - JOIN in!

It has been said that 20 years from now, you and I will regret what we did NOT do much more than we regret what we do.

Believe that. Tell the people you love to believe it. Because I know it to be true.

"JOIN" reminds me that I played the clarinet and saxophone from 4th-12th grade, but when tryouts for PSU Blue Band came to my high school, I did not JOIN in.

Fear told me I might not make it.

"JOIN" reminds me that I played baseball/softball my whole life. but when I was the last person cut from the PSU softball team as a freshman, FEAR told me never to JOIN in again. Not softball or basketball. Not chorus. Not writing groups. Not social groups.

FEAR told me I was not welcome to JOIN.

"JOIN" reminds me that Jesus said, Come, Knock, Open, Seek. All JOINing initiatives I must take. But FEAR is a killer.

This is especially difficult for someone who is wired to be outgoing and gregarious. FEAR has crippled my ability to JOIN in.

Can I get a witness?

"JOIN" reminds me that I want to - no I MUST -  use the tremendous gifts I have been given to write, to motivate, to help people find their passion and reach their potential. It is in me. And it is big.

But FEAR says, what if I JOIN the blogging/Facebook page revolution and no one reads it? What if I offer speaking and writing skills and no one bites? What if I want to JOIN, and get no response.

"Scared to death" is a very real emotion when it keeps one's dream at bay and makes JOINing so difficult.

Do you understand? I think you do.

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